Dolphineas

I’ve been thinking a lot about this recently, and for some reason I really want to get a binder. I’m not trans* and I have never considered myself anything but female. The only word that describes how I feel is androgynous. I don’t hate my chest, and I don’t hate my female body. I love my female body, and I love being a woman. But I also don’t hate the masculine qualities that I have. I like my strong shoulders and muscular arms. Having both feminine and masculine features appeals to me. There’s really no word or category that I would put myself into. I don’t have any dysphoria of any kind, I love my vagina, I love my boobs, but for some reason, I can’t get the idea of wearing a binder out of my head.